I am a man and a victim of masturbation, I really feel lust when at my place but sometimes I do try to ignore and when it becomes to much I find myself jerking off.
I have friended the opposite sex that sometimes they offer me their photos at night to masturbate as I look at the snaps, but if I call them they don’t want such things.
I also have female friends who say how handsome and sexy I am but we have a platonic relationship I can’t even dare call them for casual sex.
The problem is am so used to masturbating that even when I get real pussy it really doesn’t satisfy me. I can fuck a woman and when I am done I go to the bathroom to masturbate then get back in bed to sleep peacefully.
Another thing, I sometimes also fear real pussy because of STIs and HIV. I fuck with condoms but I always fear that I can still contract those nasty diseases.
Am so used to masturbating that sometimes I even do it at work when am alone at the office, just pull out my erect dick and I jerk off till I pour sperms.
I fear that I might end up not having any meaningful relationship if I keep on pleasuring myself. I have tried stopping but I just can’t. I don’t know where the problem is.
